Diary #5

god im so stressed all the time, i wish i knew a better way to take out my stress then fiddling with my paws or twiddling my thumbs, and even then those aren't helping me anymore i need something better to distract me i need something to keep my mind off trying protect people until i need to act god i wish i could just turn the stress off but i can't because that is the one fucking emotion that is natural for me to feel because death is a cruel bitch i have a few ideas to help me relax or to take my focus off things for a while and it doesn't help that i can barely relax in this house due to how busy it is all the time im gonna have me and chris's date be tomorrow just so i can spend sometime with the man i love and hopefully destress from all of this, until then stay frosty my friends