god i wish i could let it go but i can't and i don't wanna seem like the one person that just can't let go of something, i need someone to talk to but i don't wanna talk to the other people in the house mostly because i don't want to make the air awkward, but i also don't want to bottle things up because knight told me not to do that and i don't wanna not listen to him but i also don't want to talk about something that everyone else is already over with, i need a therapist or something but i doubt there's anymore of those left anymore, god what i would give for someone to just take me away to a place where i can just talk about my feelings and not worry about it being awkward i guess ill work on this website, until then stay frosty.